STAY level: like, 18%

I miss 413 so so so much. I hope we meet up soon. I can't stand it any more, today I felt so miserable on the bus back home.

I've lost it - my personality as 413 knows it. I am shy, and quiet, and not outspoken at all. It's like I'm starting all over again from sec 1. I'm still scared of screwing up and things like that. People have been nice, but I'm just nervous. Like, really nervous.