I'm listening to a1;

I want to live in an apartment with a few friends so we can stay out late, do whatever we want, bring people home, mess up the place, etc etc etc;

I'm easy and that doesn't make me a bad person, but I wonder if I'll be loose and if that should degrade me;

I really, really want five Zs, but I don't want to take my exams;

I've decided I don't know what I'm saving for, and I have money in the bank, and why shouldn't I spend it because I can;

I want some closure;

I don't want a relationship for commitment at this point, I want someone to love and to be there for me, and jump right in and live it like a dream, even if we both know we're never going to end up together in the end;

I was once asked if I was a fling person... I think right now, I just want to have fun;

I like attention, and so what if I do?;

I want someone I can make fun of and then hug to let them know I'm kidding;

I'll never figure you out;

I'm vain, I'm so vain... the good thing is that my mum is glad I am;

I'll probably never figure me out either.

This is the sort of blog post you get when your idea of relationships for the last few years gets turned upside-down, and you have various other things on your mind.