So sure, next Tuesday's Madhatter show will be really different, but I give testimonial that it is still good stuff. Was at rehearsal earlier, which was fun.

Matt's probably in Bali now; Nick's in Chicago and starting his improv workshop thingy soon. Like maybe now.

I forgot to say hi to Roger from Darryl D.

After rehearsal went for dinner with Gene (he'll be performing on Tuesday; see what I mean by different - Ken's performing as well, and they got Eunice Lee back on keyboard). He's very chatty, and it was nice talking. Theatre dude. Heh. He did W!ld Rice's Animal Farm, among other things.

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Randall I want to talk to youuuu where are you!

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A lot of things I could say (like about what happened today after test and stuff, things I have to do, etc) but don't feel like saying any of them.

I just miss you and I wish you could stay with me longer but I know you had to go. I wanted to ask if you ever meant to stay with me on a more serious level but I was afraid to know the answer. So I'm here and you're not and I still don't know if we'll ever make it because I don't know if you ever wanted to make it at all. Probably not. And you've made it so that I'll never forget you; hopefully you won't forget me either. I don't regret it, no. Part of me knows that if I stopped seeing you I would have. You're right - we did enjoy what time we had.

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Aiyoh so emo.

Sigh.