I feel disconnected from the rest of 413, not just because I don't see them that often; little things like the music they listen to, the cool things they do... It's not that I don't like it where I am right now, in fact I'm in love with what I'm doing... but it sure would be nice to still be in the loop (even if I was never quite in the middle of it all).

And there are so many things swimming in my mind but none of them I can say because I don't want to tell so many people, or even just one person. I didn't even tell Randall, dammit.

And maybe my mum jumping to conclusions is actually good for me because I don't want her to know about whatever thing else. Though haha I feel sorry for Philip.

... I'm sure by now you can see that I am struggling with what to write lol. Sigh ok so erm... journalism test today, it was okay. Medsoc test on Thursday, after which hopefully KBox and then Madhatter rehearsal, at which I will decide if I want to go for the show next Tuesday, or go for CMM Council BBQ, or go for half of BBQ and then go for the show. It'll probably be the last option though, unless BBQ turns out to be like the funnest thing in the world or something. Unlikely.

Haha I sound like I hate CMM Council or something. No I wanted to be in it because I love CMM and so far I like the sound of what we'll be doing and I think Council life is gonna rock, yo. So.

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The infamous Fruitballas skipped a lecture and got drunk on Bacardi and tequila shots at Bedok Reservoir last Wednesday.

Philip Tnee, the oldest in the group, had bought the drinks the night before as a treat to the rest, for giving him a wake-up call during the break in Mr Darryl David's lecture.

The Fruitballas toasted to getting As and Ethan Guo. Soon after, madness ensued.

Eunice Wong became horrifically high and crazy, as did Tammy Zeng. Teo Sue Anne stayed her pale self and dealt cards out calmly. Philip was caught on camera as a homeless drunkard. The effects of the drinks were obvious, even though they had only been drinking "kiddy vodka", in Philip's words.

"It's chocolate milk! Chocolate milk is GOOD FOR YOU!" exclaimed Eunice happily, referring to the chocolate-flavoured shots. Tammy got it on video.

The four members had originally wanted to drink before Mr Selvan's Journalism lecture, but the girls were not done with their assignments in time, which were due later that day. They thus proceeded to the reservoir 5 minutes before the lecture started, and then decided to skip it.

They contacted a classmate to tell them when there was a break so that they could sneak back in, but eventually decided not to. They went to the Mac Lab instead, where they watched episodes of South Park until their next tutorial.

The after-effects of a journalism test.

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Matt's leaving tomorrow night for Bali. Thursday's rehearsal will be so different.