Warning: Disjointed Post Below

So last night I came home from orientation camp, which was a blast and full of sexual innuendos. I reached home around midnight, which, I guess, was the time the others reached CPF building for dinner. I really wanted to go, but I didn't fancy making my mum worried/making her pick me up at 2 in the morning.

I'm quite tired, didn't get much sleep the past few days. Possibly caused by the Jam and Hop session on the second night, which consisted of strobe lights, smoke, and wild dancing in the sports hall. I was so happy.

I love Kai like I love JA.

I need to talk to someone about my worries and have them say nice things though.

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And Madhatters rehearsal tonight was a rather nervous affair for me because I joined in a few games (Questions, Conducted Story, Theme Song, Space Jump, Thank You). Sat out on Celeb Cafe cos I wasn't feeling very confident. Didn't do great, I suppose I was okay. I really appreciate the opportunity. They really are too nice to me.

Also found out that Nick and Matt are leaving, which makes me sad, because I think Matt is the best and Nick is the most endearing out of them all.