I wanted to be bohemian, to dance in the rain, to run and laugh and sing and get all drenched and yet not give a damn. I wish I did now.

And it was like I was part of it, all over again. Your words, your encouragement, your antics that always made me laugh... it all came back and almost made me cry, even though this time it was not meant for me. You all talked, and I listened, and I remembered how this also happened to me. I was glad for it, and I was heartened how the Old Fogies still cared. So at the end I knew that I had fun, screaming my throat hoarse all afternoon for this crazy group of people that I will always feel like a part of.

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Weilin was right.

I love Takako.

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And Hanyin too. Please let April be nice to you.

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I wish I were rich, then I could watch all the concerts I want.

I want to watch Tango Fire and Lord of the Dance.

I want to learn salsa, or mambo, or tango, or lindy hop, or something.

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I'm really such a simple girl.