I'm losing my sensitivity / all over again.

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To explain clearly to myself: I am going to VJ, and taking TSD. The conflict lies in how long I will stay there - for the first 3 months, or for the whole 2 years. The conflict arises because it is possible to go either way (although right at this moment I'm leaning more towards 3 months). I can take TSD and do mass comm in university; if I do this I will be able to do theatre stuff and act and have a degree in mass comm. I can also take a poly course and do drama outside; if I do this I can be more specialised/focussed when I go to university and still act. The fact that there is indeed a conflict means that I know that TSD is fun and I know that there is a possibility I might stay in VJ, so there is no need to tell me how fun and nice it is; I think that's what I was trying to explain today.

Whatever.

My brother just made me mad.