I'm probably in denial about most things right now.

Anyway, today was perked by a commonwealth essay with the highest mark ever since I entered secondary school, and my highest scoring Physics test this year (because moments has always been my favourite topic). Therefore, since this is something to be proud of, go read the essay here.

I made a promise to 老天爷 that I would work really hard, so I will.

More Colorquiz...

Your Existing Situation
Unwilling to extend herself or exert undue effort (with the possible exception of sexual activity). Feels that further progress requires more from her than she is willing or able to give. Would prefer reasonable comfort and security rather than the rewards of greater ambition.

Your Stress Sources
Feels she cannot control the situation to create the sense of belonging she needs, and so remains unwilling to place herself unreservedly in another's hands. Is resisting a condition or a relationship which she regards as a discouraging responsibility. Feels like has far more to offer and is likely to remain impatient and irritable until she has obtained all she feels she still lacks. The urge to get away from this unsatisfactory state leads to restlessness and instability.

Your Restrained Characteristics
The situation is preventing her from establishing herself, but she feels she must make the best of things as they are.

Conditions are such that she will not let herself become intimately involved without making mental reservations.

Your Desired Objective
Needs a change in her circumstances or in her relationships which will permit relief from stress. Seeking a solution which will open up new and better possibilities and allow hopes to be fulfilled.

Your Actual Problem
The fear that she may be prevented from achieving the things she wants leads her into a relentless search for satisfaction in the pursuit of illusory or meaningless activities.

Your Actual Problem #2
Anxiety and restless dissatisfaction, either with circumstances or with unfulfilled emotional requirements, have produced stress. She feels misunderstood, disoriented, and unsettled. This drives her into a search for new conditions or relationships, in the hope that these might offer greater contentment and peace of mind.