finally it's the weekend

and I am whacked out and tired and pissed off and I want to hit something or someone.

I want to get so mad and give someone a good talking to, a good dressing down. Not anyone in particular, really, just in general.

I don't think I've ever been able to allow myself to get so mad that I scold people like that because I hate the tension and the silence when they scold me/a group of us (think teachers when they ask sarcastic questions), so I always try to brush it aside or do it as a "bah humbug nevermind" kind of joke sounding thing; but now I really really want to yell at somebody.

I'm not even that pissed any more, I just want to yell at someone.

Bah humbug.