some sort of mash potato

So recently my head and my heart have been full of all sorts of meshed up things which make me rightly confused. Sometimes I feel like I understand something and that I know what to do, and then it just flies out the window and I feel like hitting something.

Darryl D has been confusing. He is a scary man.

I also think I am falling sick, so I probably wasn't in the best of moods today. I think it is the lack of sleep. I think this semester has been a whole lot of rubbish, really. I need to buck up.

Edit: I think I've finally let it go. I feel free.

Edit2: ... so, lao tian ye, this is a test, huh? Fuck. Just. Okay. Test me? I'll pass with flying colours. I'm good. I'm fine.

Where got timing like that one?

Yeah, see what I mean. Moment by moment.

Edit3: I don't know what to think.

I don't know how to think.